hate | red.

Resentment and Hate in my heart,
Breeding loathe and agony.
I have banished all love and understanding,
I refuse to believe in your Ideologies.

I do not wish this feeling, no,
I would truly suppress it if I could.
But I have broken down, my walls have failed me.
A score of suffering and hurt,
I finally came to the point of no return.

I have lost,
Lost respect for him.
Lost the love i felt,
Lost the admiration I've held.
I have lost,
a treasured comrade.
In return, found Anger,
Found Hate and resentment.

It is hard to find forgiveness now,
I cannot bear the thought of it.
I hope and wish that maybe someday,
I'd find some peace and finally forget,
all the hurt, anger, suffering and sorrow I have met,
and truly be free.