The Odds Are Against Me.

On that fateful evening, everything seemed to fall in its right place.
The crowd was warm, the night was cold, and the scene was bright.
Everything seemed right, but i spoke too soon.
Approval is a rare privilege under this roof,
Spoke too soon, i guess. He will give his final decision.
When everything flows, anything goes.
Just one slip, and it's all over for Him.

Take home, take out, This is a code.
The rains might not stop us, nor the traffic lights.
But i guess invitations are limited, and the opportunities are endless.
A stranger enters the scene and emotions ran high to the ceiling.
Left all alone, i was left there like a dog without a bone.
Feeling so stupid and so pathetic, I'm talking to myself and my own.
Light conversations, silly sour sensations.

He sensed something isn't right, and He wanted to end it that night.
But no, i fought for it. "People make mistakes", i shot back.
But Their decision is always final; No refunds, No credits.
The movement stopped, the feet dragging to the ground.
This hope smashed like an airplane crashing from the skies.
Oh the fateful evening turned into disaster,
Families showed up, Violence ensued, and Crashing of Gates.
Kicking and Screaming, and Crying all around,
Guess the day's just winding down.

The Odds are against me, but i won't give up.
People make mistakes, but don't make too much.
I respect Them so much, Influenced me right.
The grade was a failing mark, an F.
Flirtatious. Fascinating and Full of...
But I think everyone deserves a second chance.
I'll prove them wrong, just let me, please.

We ended the night with coffee, conversations and aftermath.
We ended the night with broken cars, speeding lights and beating hearts.
We ended the night with U-Turns, Stoplights and Drop Offs.
I ended the night with High hopes, and happy smiles, not knowing it was all for show.
They ended my dreams, my one and only dream.

Approval is rare in this roof,
Almost. Almost. Almost.
Opportunity wasted, but it's not too late.
Just take the next time and It'll be okay.

I cannot bear tell this.
I cannot bear say it.
It hurts me more when i hear it.
It pains me to think about it.
I know it's not like that at all.
It shouldn't be an F, it should be an A.
When the time comes, you'll blow them away.
I'll be there with you on that very day.

the odds are against me.
bow.

*this is a code.