A Chain of Thorns Wrapped Around My Neck.

It happened many months ago but It's all coming back.
You're voice feels so distant yet so familiar.
It's all in the past, but i can't seem to throw it away.
It keeps coming back, i can't forget your face.
I've tried to hate you so many times,
but every step i take, my heart tells me to stop.

I can't forget the times we were together.
You're like an open scar, the pain keeps on coming back.
You're like a chain of thorns wrapped around my neck,
the closer i get to you, the greater the pain i feel.
But i can't stop. I just can't stop.

It's Empty, Numb and Blank.
After so long, it still bleeds.
It might never heal, it's like a disease.
It might be with me for the rest of my life.
Hoping to free myself from your curse, but you're the only cure.

Just Kill Me. Now.